"You’re a beautiful creation. A once in a life time women. The one you meet and if you lose her, you think about it all your life. You’re full of complexity to your core. It stems out bringing into question many things. You’re essentially one of the greated people I’ve ever met, in any life. You’re a once in a lifetime and I’d die to see you continue your lifetime. You’re what a man often dreams of seeing, but often enough is too late to realize. So many guys wait until they are late in years to understand. I see you as you are, not for what you look like, but who you are. Your brown eyes carry a deep glow that warms my heart. Your heaven sent smile could brighten a day full of clouds. Your heart meets mine, and I see it. I see you."
Everyday, I’ve grown less interested and more displeased with the emotions and thoughts that intertwine in my mind.
Everyday, I’ve grown more and more distressed with the thought of the past and the oblivious idea of never being able to go back and redo things.
So I miss our pointless conversations.
The ones about cars, that I never understood.
The ones about sports, that I never understood.
I miss your passion about certain things,
and the time your spent trying to get me to understand.
I miss our pointless conversations.
Because out of everyone,
you chose to have them with me.
I can’t get myself to deleting our text messages that we spent months piling.
I can’t get myself to erasing our anniversary date off my mirror that I wrote in red lip stick.
I can’t get myself to deleting the silly pictures you sent me.
I can’t get myself to deleteing the stupid gifs you made me.
I can’t get myself to forget all the hurtful things you said to me.
I can’t get myself to forget all the amazing things you said to me.
I can’t get myself to forget all the summer nights I’d spend talking to you.
I can’t get myself to forget that amazing smile of yours that I put on your face.
I can’t get myself to forget the first time you told me you loved me.
I can’t get myself to forget you.